Power?

Alright now I am all over with being a rookblogr.
This is my 2nd entry now it all seems to be “old hat”.
You know the big question I have is when do we really die to the flesh?
I mean just in the last 48 hours how many times have I found myself being defensive
And trying to justify a stronghold in my heart! I am amazed how the flesh our soul, our insidiousness nature, my own choices contradict Christianity. One time I learned a lesson from the Father, Hes said, “You have no excuse” I was angry when God said this to me do you not know what the other person did or acted etc…again the Father said “You have no excuse”. What I am still learning is if we want to live and allow Christ to live in us we must completely surrender our rights to defend ourselves, and not to be offended when situations arise that would in most people’s eyes give you this right. When we accepted Christ , we surrendered our own will to do His will.Sometimes things are heavy ya know, but mostly things are spectac. What is our purpose?Do we all want to follow someonelse or be followed by others? What truly are we doing with our lives? I am married have two awesome young children, but truly what is it that God will do with our lives?It is so unclear, yet we go on choosing to love him.Now I am going back to typing from home
Row instead of finger pecking…going to slow me down but hey you only live once.
Wow what an incredible journey life is. Why are some people’s live’s so obscure or misunderstood yet have profound influence in their future mostly after they have passed away God if that is what you want for us so be it.Smokin hot weather just realized we h ad the switch off for the central air, so basically we were having to deal with conditions around us that we actually had complete control to change our circumstances yet were
Unaware of the power we possessed.Lord what other areas are we not wielding all of our power or authority?