.... It has been months since my last Blog.

Just went with my son to see Toy story 3 after reflecting back on the story line…I realize

Wow, my family is growing and changing…and in a shorter time than I could imagine they will leave and have families of their own.

My son is 4 almost 5…But he is growing and changing almost daily.

A few weeks ago he rode a bike without training wheels for the first time, since then

He has gone up one to 2 sizes larger in bikes that he can ride without training wheels .He can do tricks on his skateboard as well and is building memory verses into his heart and Spirit. His brother (3 years old) could barely talk just over a year ago…Now he says “I am very disappointed”…he also is in the process of memorizing scripture. Now our youngest actually still in the womb is more than halfway to being born and has grown from a cell to roughly the size of a grapefruit. The important question is am I changing? If I am I sure hope it is primarily for the good.

Thanks be to God he loves me regardless of my sinfulness. Have you thought or broken this word down before? well let’s look at it ….basically full of sin.

My life and heart are full of sin. No that can not be you are a Christian…yes this is true

Yet my motivation and actions at times are so far from that!!! However I believe that God is doing an awesome work within me regardless of what He had initially to work with!

I do desire his ruling and reigning in my being. Come king of glory take over! I looked at my son while he had his little cool looking jacket on and big boy haircut sitting next to me with his feet unable to touch the floor under the seat at the movie theater….and I realize he is going to finish school and be asking for his own car or my car keys in the next short while. I can not yell at him and say get back in your crib stop this growing nonsense!

It is going to happen I pray that my children will have great family memories and want to be near to us in the future when they are ready to be starting a life on their own.